kyaw

2010-11-14T21:18:00.001+08:00

2010-09-11T04:58:00.000+08:00

i dreamt she was wearing a dress and smiling.

then i did something to upset her and she was wearing a red shirt.

hopeless.

2010-06-27T16:59:00.002+08:00

well well, guess i'm back to this blog again. haha shan't elaborate why.

2 weeks of ASLC is over! its not that bad actually, time passes satisfactorily fast here.

this week its almost like i'm confined since i went for GPMG (machine gun) live firing on saturday and have COS duty on sunday.

BUT i have eye appointment on monday so that'll be some civilian life to my week.

anyway, i've been reading this book ( yeah its been a while since i did that) and it kinda got me thinking... maybe i should be more sure of who i really am.

that way i won't have to keep thinking about what i'll do when a situation surfaces.

2010-06-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

i think i can claim that this blog shall not be used in the future anymore.

2010-04-16T21:05:00.003+08:00

so, i'll be living my next 5months+ training to be a sergeant. its about twice the length of my BMT.

hmm i wonder if i'll try to change a bit in there.

1 week of block leave just went by in a snap! but gotta say, it was a good one.

i feel like i'm a bit more aware of stuff around me nowadays. and i also have a feeling that i won't have much time for reflection once trng kicks off.

SMU interview tomorrow! X fingers.

2010-04-13T22:19:00.006+08:00

no one is born a loser. no one is immune to being one. no one will always be and no one will never be a loser.

its all just phases of life.

The xx!

2010-04-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

i'm a romantic in the sense that i believe in "the one". someone that fits into your life so perfectly, like a jigsaw piece, to form the perfect picture.

but then again, i also believe once 2 people break up there's no pt moping around too long really. lets face it, we move on eventually anyway. why not just quicken the process.

2010-04-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is good friday, thus here i am on a thursday night blogging.

next week i POP which makes tomorrow Extra Good Friday.

april fool day was freaking normal. not a single joke encountered.

i'm anticipating where i'll be posted to next! till then, i cant wait to throw that ---ing jockey cap high up in the air.

2010-03-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

two weeks left! i know i sound like i am obsessing with the end of BMT. it is my way of making my life more colourful.

BMT's been less hectic lately. a sign that its coming to an end.

its actually nice that i have stuff to think about when i am in BMT. stuff that makes me smile and stuff that just make me wonder.

2010-03-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew,

so i told you with a smile.

TWO WEEKS TILL P-O-P!

recruits on the loose on a weekday! haha going discovery centre tml. with my botak friends.

on a different note, i don't like the way things are headed... =/

2010-03-20T21:17:00.004+08:00

3 major event activities to clear. 66.6% complete. 3 weeks left. 3 ferry rides.

no matter which way i think about it, it never fails to make me smile.

not that life in tekong is terrible. but somehow you find yourself missing mainland when you land on that island.

BMT may just be the best way to build "love for the nation". not in the national pride sense. in the "love for this physical piece of land" sense.

today was a good day! :D

2010-03-13T16:05:00.006+08:00

the expiry date

ended field camp. 55.5% of BMT completed!

right arm is numb for some reason...

nothing lasts, even best friends. but when our paths diverge, i remember the pockets of time.

2010-03-06T21:50:00.004+08:00

maybe i'd rather hang out with people with hair on friday nights!

haha just for humour. my recruit buddies are great.

anyway, got back A level results yesterday.

honestly, i'm quite disappointed. i mean a D for GP, B for maths.

i mean i can imagine being someone else and thinking :"kyaw you got a D for GP? how did that happen?"

i don't mean to sound offensive/assholic to anyone whose result may be worse than mine.

but we all have our own expectations and entitlement to feel how we want to feel.

well, apart from that, i went to watch Alice in the Wonderland with council dudes.

the show wasn't up to expectation, sadly. the first half was great. but then the plot eventually tied down to a very cliched and tiring end.

i mean come on! tim burton and johnny depp. who wouldn't expect to find something unique.

lunched and chilled with sec sch friends today. very refreshing! :D

2010-02-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

the warning signs.

1. A level's approaching. we're ditching school uniforms for good.

2. the girls take driving lessons. some get licenses. others reinforce the stereotype (sorry girls :D)

3. guys go to army. hair goes down, sales of caps go up.

soon, some of us will be inviting each other to marriages :O

we're all growing up arent we?

2010-02-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

i remember a quote somewhere that said something along the line of...

in life, whether you made the right choice or not is determined 25% by the choice you made. the other 75% depends on how you live out that choice.

i like the quote. it makes sense.

but the problem is i can't seem to apply it. gosh.

2010-02-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

army was still fine. i say still cos there are rumours that their actions change drastically in the 2nd week or something.

mine was only about 1 week confinement so didn't really feel the homesickness and everything that much.

everything was pretty much the same when i got back to singapore.

nevertheless its great to be back!

2010-02-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

1st book out. ORD lo! haha.

botak head check. uneven tan check. introducing a new batch of chao recruits.

funny thing i said to jonathan:" dude, botak head is like girl repellent"

2010-02-02T11:31:00.002+08:00

grooveshark loads slow now :/

1min of silence (pun intended) please.

2010-02-01T23:26:00.004+08:00

i see shadows of who we'll always be

well! 2 days and maybe everything will change.

2010-01-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

dear friend,

i understand you never took life that seriously. i respect that. but when you step on other ppl's thoughts and words that they take seriously, thats pretty fucked up.

2010-01-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

pages from the past

i think a bulk of the time during my jc1 was spent on being confused. how sad n kinda pathetic eh.

anw! maybe what i'm thinking is that we need to "recreate" ourselves every once in a while just to keep ourselves in check.

2010-01-21T19:33:00.003+08:00

1 more day, then 11 more days of freedom. then liberty in the sense that i'll be freed from my hairstyling obligations. but confinement/NS really.

time, if you are reading this blog, would you just slow down!

anyway, i don't like the idea of settler and reacher. it may be idealistic/unrealistic/naive but love should be fair.

if i ever feel like my partner is the "reacher", i would do all i can to make sure i'm reaching back. i would never settle.

i mean who would want their loved ones to feel like they're a reacher right.

2010-01-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

if you didn't know, apparently there's a power struggle of sorts about NBC's late night shows in the US.

here's what conan o'brien said :" I just want to say to the kids out there watching: You can do anything you want in life. Unless Jay Leno wants to do it too"

haha damn, conan u're putting up a fight! :D

2010-01-17T10:58:00.002+08:00

for the few (or two) people that occasionally visits my blog, you may have noticed lately i've been taking quotes from sites.

thats because i keep getting stuck to the comp all day. but thats another story. here's another excerpt from a site.

the post was about how kids in the 1980s had a much tougher life than nowaday's "brats".

so here's a paragraph:

"We didn’t have any fancy Sony Playstation video games with high-resolution 3-D graphics! We had the Atari 2600! With games
like ‘Space Invaders’ and ‘Asteroids’. Your guy was a little square! You actually had to use your imagination!! And there were no multiple levels or screens, it was just one screen… Forever! And you could never win. The game just kept getting harder and harder and faster and faster until you died! Just like LIFE!"

the punchline: "you died! Just like LIFE!"

for the full post, http://www.wittyfish.com/

and note: i would gladly time travel back to the 1980s just to see how its like. even if i regret later on.

2010-01-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

and here's a little something for all you Toy Story fans out there who haven't seen it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcpWXaA2qeg&feature=channel

it looks awesome.

+ a little paragraph from Sparknotes commenting about it.

"Toy Story 3
We're a bit nervous about this one, since the first two Toy Story films were perfect. We hope TS3 doesn't drop the ball and turn into something like Shrek 3: Everyone Farts, or whatever that awful movie was called."

Shrek 3: Everyone Farts. now there's an idea for number 4.

2010-01-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

here's a joke to all those who have diarrhoea.

tell yourself :" i feel crappy, literally"

2010-01-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

hatred to the world! dieee!!!

its supposed to sound more lighthearted (not a suicide note)

augh... i can be so full of complaints sometimes.

if i'm not wrong i'm supposed to find someone.

2010-01-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wanna blog but i don't know what to blog about cos i don't know what exactly i'm feeling.

that looks kinda like those "groups" on fb that people join eh. funny how even fb have trends.

there was the mafia war age

the age where people upload this chart with differing personalities and tag their friends to the matching ones.

the mousehunt age

and now the group-joining age.

2010-01-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

apart from the urge to survive, the need for love,lust and the constant pursuit of happiness, are we also programmed to want to leave something behind when we're gone?

even if its just virtual.

why is there a need to prove one's existence?

2010-01-06T09:29:00.001+08:00

hmm... storge, philia, agape and eros. haha.

2010-01-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

from spark notes, physics.

"Water freezes at exactly 0ºC and boils at 100ºC. This is not a remarkable coincidence—it is the way the Celsius scale is defined."

well thank you for finally. that question bugged me like hell when i was a kid.

2010-01-05T23:14:00.003+08:00

lets carve a little deeper.

so this piece would be a little more different from everyone else.

but then where would this piece fit..? it stands out like a sore whatever.

i dont know.

2010-01-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

maybe its temporary but i am totally into the early 1900 films right now!

first of all, their credits at the start of the film is much more... interesting.

i should really create a time travelling machine.

2009-12-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

it suddenly occured to me that it could be something to do with me more than anyone else.

2009-12-25T10:37:00.002+08:00

yay christmas!!! =D possibly my favourite festival of the year. becos:

1. its cosy (it doesnt snow in singapore but we pretend)

2. its near the end of the year, but not just yet. filled with hope n excitement of a new year without regrets/nostalgia for the year that passed.

3. LOADS of damn good goodies.

4. my family is reunited.

5. you can google for santa jokes online.

the list can go on forever but they're just boring stuff.

there ARE a few things i lament about christmas though. the word x'mas and how many wishes ( including many from myself) are but virtual.

2009-12-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

i swear i think i'm changing, maybe bit by bit.

hmm i think this blog might just be going down soon.

2009-12-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

maybe cos i witnessed something new everyday in japan, i was kinda expecting some changes in Singapore.

but after getting back here, i guess nothing much has changed.

a little disappointed, a little relieved.

think i'm ready to rest tonight and maybe make some changes tomorrow!

2009-12-05T12:20:00.002+08:00

off to japan! singapore will thus be a void in my world for 2 weeks.

you people no longer exist until i come back.

2009-12-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

zomg wtf bbq. i am speechless. is it alright to say thanks?

2009-12-03T20:43:00.001+08:00

lets get these teen hearts beating faster faster? or not?

2009-12-03T08:24:00.002+08:00

i need to tighten my money usage ( contrct fiscal policy).

i gotta cut down on my (g0vt) spendings and request (impose) an increase in allowance (taxes) to fix my broke-ness ( budget deficit).

however, requesting increase in allowance is difficult as parents will be reluctant (taxes are unpopular).

decreasing spendings would be difficult as well as outings cannot be postponed (projects cannot be postponed).

thus it would be best to find alternative solutions to tackle Kyaw's broke-ness.

if you managed to survive till here i sincerely apologise for doing this to you.

i know how guddam irritating it is when people do this ( relate sch work/subjects to real life).

but this i had to do.

perhaps its cos i felt so disatisfied at my Econs paper 2 that some Economics spirit lingered in me.

it was good to let it all out. heh heh.

2009-11-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

it is so very hard to sit down n concentrate for a good 2hour or so to study.

n it wasnt even that obvious until chem mcq was over n i gave myself a week of freedom.

past two days of trying to get back to study haz bin such-a-painz.

its like my mind is suffocating. tsk dark times. dark times.

-somehow the phrase "dark times" reminded me of voldemort :O

2009-11-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

"Corin Vanilla's account has been inactive for 90days"

thus my blog is now in shambles.

come back online corin vanilla!!! :O

2009-11-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

i think i heard my A for econs went *poof*

there's still case study on friday. there's still case study on friday.

2009-10-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

what a torment it is, to know you want something, but just don't know what it is.

ohhhhhh boy. 11 more days to A levels :O

that means in 2 more days:

- A level will be one digit days away. repeat:" you can count with your two hands now"

-you are officially in the month of A levels.

hope it didn't start so soon, wish it'd end much sooner.

2009-10-23T16:46:00.001+08:00

novelty or nostalgia

i think i kinda miss Myanmar :O

2009-10-17T22:19:00.001+08:00

i need silly.

ok what have i been doing all this time! i need to be a little more silly.

2009-10-15T19:21:00.001+08:00

to be honest, yesterday felt much more like the last day of school than today.

the way it was raining near the end of sch and it ended almost just nice when i was about to go home.

seemed to be a sign.

but! i had a great time in SA. gotta say it was quite a turning pt of my life :) n i thank all you people who were a part of it.

2009-10-11T10:54:00.002+08:00

i don't know if i'm a realistic or an idealistic person.

for example, i don't really think friendships last forever. but i always hope and believe there is always a chance they do.

but maybe not?

maybe not everything in life is possible. but reality never denies you the chance to give it a shot eh?

2009-10-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

i really don't have anything to blog about you know. cos like i've always said lately, there's nothing interesting about A level preparations.

so unless i launch into a full blown detailed description of how i intensely struggle with trying to keep focus on studying, this virtual space will pretty much continue to be empty.

oh! but i do have something to blog about today :D

recently i came to realise that we've ( Jc2s. i ignore the rest of the world) got only like what? 1month+ left till we get outta this thing called school uniform... for good.

no more authoritarian style schooling ( i think), no more 45cent bus rides, probably no more waking up in the wee hours to drag urself to school after this 1month+. ever.

i remember how back in pri & sec sch me and my friends would always compare school with prison. how its so mundane and how it made us feel so suppressed.

haha ofcos it was all exaggerated. but i guess now i'm about to finish "serving my time" eh.

i don't know about any other Jc2, but i kinda feel that this is so unreal/surreal. so sudden.

in fact i feel like this everytime an event that possibly marks a significant shift in my life is about to happen.

like when i first came to Singapore and my parents told me i was gonna study here. i was a kid.

to be honest 90% of me was filled with excitement back then. i knew nuts about missing my friends in Myanmar or the place itself.

or the time when my sister left for USA in August 2007. i knew from then on my family would never be together in the same way again. my bro would enter NS in a year. then i'd enter NS. then my bro would go to a Uni, probably overseas. so would i.

these "events" that shift my life. they're probably occuring everyday in actual fact.

but its the major ones that prod me to do some recollection, some reflection. more than the New Year did.

2009-09-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

i'm not an egoistic person really, but...

Things Happen After a Kyaw.

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Kyaw - It Looks Good on You.

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sounds really wrong!

personal favourite.

It's Kyaw Time.

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credits to alberta!

2009-09-03T20:22:00.004+08:00

school holidays! hopefully i will use it well.

well, just had maths and chem paper past 2 days. maths was jus baddd.

but chem was pretty fine i guess.

ahhh and i just wasted my day today away. but i'm excused cos "holidays just started"

hoho~

i miss my family. a lot.

2009-08-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

"when the lights go off, you have to find the way down the stage yourself"

didn't go school today. exams are so near already :/

2009-08-18T17:55:00.003+08:00

i think my sister is navigating pretty well in her life.

hmm well nothing much is up at sch. guess i'm too caught up in studying for other stuff. or i'd like to think so. haha.

i think i will probably never write anything more than vague stuff on this blog.

i just dont feel at ease in doing so.

changi airpor singapore
enjoy the experience
firefly.?

2009-08-15T13:09:00.001+08:00

i think my near future look very bleak :(

2009-08-10T09:27:00.001+08:00

you know what would be cool?

1. to get to fly a kite
2. coffee with a few friends at a cafe.
3. well i think no. three is a little far fetched wish for now.

2009-08-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

bad times bad times.

2009-07-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

ofcos the stakes are always higher when u put a bigger bet.

you feel a bigger pinch when u put your hopes up so high.

but why resist pain/disappointment so much?

today my school ended around 12:30 cos econs was pushed up =D just went home after school.

got myself a waffle with kaya on the way home! classic!~

and today i tried to blog about what happened to me through the day... i tried to blog like a normal kid.

2009-07-20T17:56:00.003+08:00

i don't believe there is no reward.

to all you hardworkers out there, don't underestimate its value. keep it going.

( and if hardwork just doesn't seem to be enough, use your brain a while. find better ways to work your way around things to get what you want. )

but hardwork would still be good.

for even if it doesn't give you anything else, u're bound to at least get the proverbial "sense of satisfaction" from trying your best.

cheers~

2009-07-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

"pray for what you want, but work for what you need"

woah. and to think i got that off facebook! :O

either the weather or -i dont know what- has been making me feel very tired lately!

~keeps me wanting more.

2009-07-10T17:23:00.001+08:00

i have a feeling i worry about too many things too much too many times. not that this has convicted me to make a change.

2009-07-10T17:21:00.001+08:00

hair was still not acceptable :(

this, my friend is one of the time when i think about my brother's (who is in army) hair and sense his feeling of liberation.

2009-07-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

OH AND EDIT:

i have grown comfy with the whole no-school, study-at-home thing.

but today i received my new time table.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i do not like the new time table.

2009-07-07T19:33:00.002+08:00

exams are over!!! i do feel a load off my shoulder. i guess its an indication that i worked hard this time round :D yay me!

haha i actually decided to write a little something abt my today but then i just deleted it ._.

anw that aside, i think i did satisfactorily for the papers =D

i dont know if its just the exams or what but i have so many things i wanna do right now in my mind! gosh.

oh and today was one of those days when everytime i see a person, i will be reminded of how much i should appreciate them.

ahh well. summary: today's a good day.

2009-06-26T20:42:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

megavideo is down!! =(

what, was it funded by michael jackson or something. :/

2009-06-24T23:43:00.001+08:00

sometimes i question my life. do you tend to do that? haha i'm sure you do.

hmm maybe tomorrow will be a start of something new :]

2009-06-24T16:59:00.002+08:00

late notice-

its like we're so similiar, close to identical even.

i guess for most parts, i'm sorry i wasn't there for you.

2009-06-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

friends

3 disappointments, 2 pleasant suprises.

anyway, come to think of it, flying a kite while you are inside a car does sound kinda cool doesnt it?

2009-06-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

my life isnt as bad as it may sound from the past few entries, really. i just happen to blog about negative stuff more often (letting some of the frustration out, blah blah...)

in fact my life is pretty good this holiday. nothing extreme happened, just feeling very contented and satisfied. like a fat cat ._.

perhaps that is the happiness philosophers sometime talk about.

anyway! past few(or two) days have been a little different though.

i've been injected with some excitement from "the other side"

its crazy how something so disconnected (or perhaps not) can bring one such joy.

:D :D happy kyaw signing off~

2009-06-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

regret.

but then again, a little belief in me would be nice.

2009-06-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

Your name is devastation
You filled us with frustration.

20% feeling misunderstood.

36% pissed off.

14% wtf.

78% irritated.

apparently i'm overflowing with this thing u call emotion. negative emotions.

2009-06-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

cynical

i'm a little on the sceptical side towards people today.

but no worries, every once in a while i do a self-check to remind myself that i'm not exactly perfect either.

2009-05-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

embrace embrace

i guess we don't always have to feel bad about some friends that drift.

cos thats just how life, or reality is.

we just lose the stuff to talk about. the connection.

but i do rmb the past. thanks you all my friends!

2009-05-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

no more badge above the left pocket

so its finally the end. with a very emotional (some would say dramatic) stepping down.

haha it was indeed sad.

and my badge actually came out in the morning just before stepping down! :O wow. haha

ahh well i guess its time to focus on studies.

2009-05-11T22:48:00.001+08:00

just come on home,
just come on home.

oh btw did you know council step down is two weeks from now?

hmm. guess that means my life will have a little emotion injected for a while.

and a lot less exciting after, probably?

i will learn to prioritise and follow up! :D

2009-05-03T16:02:00.001+08:00

old friends, hello.

haha my constant forgetfulness.

2009-05-01T12:28:00.002+08:00

kyaw revamp.

u know sometimes when u just feel like changing yourself a little? as weird as it may sound, will re-introducing yourself to someone have an impact?

hmm anw, long weekend yay! i decided i'm gonna score well for BT2! =D

Her voice has echoed in my mind
I count the days till she is mine

(note: last 2 lines does not refer to anyone, its lyrics)

2009-04-26T20:34:00.001+08:00

ff9. what i would do to be able to replay that game right now.

2009-04-17T23:07:00.006+08:00

ladies and gentleman

oh man the past week just went by like that.

had commendation for the 32nd on wed! it was cool. haha followed by the lunch. damn the kuehs were good! :O

after lunch i went to watch movie with council mates. haha, ended up watching "knowing"

ok the truth is i just wanted a simple, action movie. be it a plotless, dumb, predicatable one, all i wanted was a hardcore action packed movie.

cos before this, all i've been watching are chick flicks -.-

so anw, back to story, we ended up watching "Knowing". not that i really mind.

in the movie nicholas cage, played a single father*. one fine day his son's sch opened a time capsule from 50years back. so while all other kids got crayon drawings ( so they DID have crayons back in 1950s), nick's kid got a page full of numbers instead. bogus.

* ( also a physics lecturer in a university... but apparently he only went to class once. heck he even dismissed them like 5 mins through class)

the kid's pretty amazing. i'd have use it to test my precision by attempting to throw it into the nearest bin. but he actually took it home O_O

PLUS when his father chided him for taking home sch property, he defended himself by saying it might be a maths quiz. !!!!! do u see what's wrong with the kid!? he MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE MATHS.

well ol' single nick couldnt give a dam- and he sent his kid to bed. then he started his daily night routine- drinking alcohol.

just that this time he also decided to become a hypocrite and took his son's "maths quiz" and tried to solve it. which ofcos resulted in him eventually gettin a major mind f-. double whammy nick!

and thats pretty much how everything started.

well to sum it all up, i think the movie was very intriguing and gripping... but sadly not for all parts of it.

movie started disintegrating itself arnd 3/4 through the movie.

and then it just felt like the ending was something that was cooked up quick. like a magee mee-fast food flavoured.

so i just didnt like the ending. it was predictable once a slight hint was given. it was corny. it was predictable. it made you wanna scratch yourself.

most importantly, it might possibly have you thinking "i want my money back!"

haha but it was fun. all in the company :D

2009-04-10T12:41:00.003+08:00

a moment of silence for all the time that was lost on hesitation, regret and indecisiveness.

gosh its such a hot day! thank god sports day was ytd instd of today.

so anw today i decided to do a short recap of the day before ( which i usually find no point in doing)

so yesterday was sports day. class didnt make it to the finals but it was fun watching ppl run. haha.

after sports day i went home, slept, played comp game n studied ._.

loser!

end of story byebye!

2009-04-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

there'd always be something happening arnd u that u don't even notice. and when u do, it gives u a bit of a shock ._.

gosh i really dont know what to blog about nowadays. in fact, for quite a long time.

i guess i've been contented with my life lately :D

2009-04-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

i feel like a dickhead! gosh!

2009-03-31T22:54:00.001+08:00

"be anything but weak"

haha how does that sound?

2009-03-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

there was a little some thoughts in my head that i wanted to jot into the blog.

but it shall never be written and thus will be forgotten through time :D

i wrote a post on something so trivial. gosh!

2009-03-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

definitely a good day ^^

2009-03-27T17:09:00.001+08:00

so low in the morning.

so high now. hoho! :D

twenty three.
i swear to god i wish she'd never let you in.

2009-03-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

i guess there were so many things i just pass by everyday without giving specific thought about them.

and when u think about them, u seem to become so much clearer about certain stuff.

but then maybe thats just me to brush by things.

2009-03-23T17:28:00.003+08:00

its a sunny day. its hot outside but my window's open. the breeze comforts me ever so often.

i'm alone at home studying econs.

its a perfect scenerio to make me miss all that used to be.

i suddenly remember how i used to go to my cousin's apartment back in myanmar. and how i look out the window to see kids running down below, with kites flying up high.

rmb how back in pri sch, all i had was my bro and sis. and now they're both in new york...

rmb the times i'd come home straight after sch everyday back in sec sch.

so much more i remember now.

and it makes me "miss in advance" whats gonna leave my life in the near future.

nothing's going back to how it used to be eh.

...

BUT i just can't rmb the damn econs!!

2009-03-21T00:28:00.001+08:00

there's much i wanna blog about.

but there's only so much i can blog about.

its in between lines,
that you lose yourself.

2009-03-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday marked the end of the LTC. it was a good ending which marked the start of the 32nd.

so to all the kids who survived the past 4days, with lots of experience of being blinded and muted, congratulations.

seize the opportunity to make a difference to your life when you step up.

not that any of the kids will actually read my post. haha.

2009-03-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

goodbye normal lifestyle! and half my holidays.

cos from tml till tues i'll be at camp.

aww man. bummer to the loss of the slack-portunities. but i guess the camp will have its own plus.

someone did say it might very well be the last camp i have this year. or with council.

on a lighter note, tml marks the end of BT1!

assuming econs is out of the equation since its after hols, thus making it out of my teenage foresight vision's reach, ceteris paribus.

2009-03-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

note to self: please give a damn!

2009-03-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

after matthias commented about my past entries he accessed through the archives, i decided to visit them myself.

oh-my-god.

i swear i cringed so much when i read them @__@

seriously they are unbearable. haha.

i would create a time machine (or borrow from a certain someone *ahem*) and travel back in time to slap myself.

but then again, as all things are, that of the past made that of now.

so i bite my teeth a little harder as i continue to read the old entries i wrote a long time ago.

oh and this is probably the longest entry i wrote in a while :D

2009-03-05T18:43:00.001+08:00

this morning as i was walking to sch, i was thinking a bit.

and it felt like last year.

haha man.

2009-03-03T21:53:00.004+08:00

there was a song that was stuck in my head for a long time.

As I row, row, row
Going so slow, slow, slow
Just down below me is the old sea
Just down below me is the old sea

Nobody knows, knows, knows
So many things, things, so
So out of range
Sometimes so strange
Sometimes so sweet
Sometimes so lonely

2009-03-02T22:21:00.004+08:00

study study study.

i must....turn into a nerd. emergency morph.

1st time in a long time where i got home in time to see the afternoon light.

heck, i even scored a rainbow while i was at it :D

you and me and a bottle of wine.
we know i'm going away and how i wish it weren't so.
so take this wine and drink with me.

2009-02-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

d-e-f-i-n-i-t-e-l-y-a-r-o-l-l-e-r-c-o-a-s-t-e-r-t-h-e-b-a-d-k-i-n-d.

2009-02-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

i've just turned 18.

i've grown as a person, i've made mistakes as a messed up kid, i've drunk alcohol, i've been crazy i've been down.

i've smoked weed ( not really)

i'm 18 and i have a really brilliant arsenal of friends to show off. so watch out world.

thanks everyone! there's only so much words allow me to say.

2009-02-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

Shake down you make me break
For goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
Of something new with you

i am so thankful for the people around me.

i am not the friendliest person. i tend to go MIA all of a sudden.

i'm get told that i look serious/sad/stressed a lot of times ._.

but man, the way you guys make me feel like i'm appreciated.

2009-02-15T17:54:00.002+08:00

happy vday everyone! hope you had yours love filled with happiness coating.

orientation and friendship week taken off my shoulders. upcoming selection camp and possibly feedback week.

anyway, yesterday was one uber fun night. the day started out slow but eventually we managed to gather more ppl.

drinking sessions ftw! =D

haha now that its all over, will it return to normal?

And the moon that shines
Turns into tides, as clouds are pushed by wind
And the butterflies collide inside
A jar that lies within your heart, your free